It's Been A While

I know it's been a while since I have blogged, but between having the laptop not working with the AT&T's internet, running a 2 year old and working a full time job, it just isn't easy to blog like I would like to. 

Potty training Abby isn't easy. It is fustrating at times and I just get discouraged sometimes. But I am trying to work with her. Right now she is freaked out by the idea of pooping in the potty. She wants to be changed every time she poops in her pull up but refuses to tell us when she needs to poop so she can go potty, ugh! I will be thrilled when this part of her life is OVER.

Another thing I intend on doing is trying to lose some weight. I need to so that I can keep up with Abby, and also i want to be healthier so that when we do eventually have another kid, I won't be so worn out. I have pretty much cut pop out of my diet completely and am drinking tons of water, but I know i need to do more. As soon as i can get a decent sports bra (can't have the girls bouncing in my face, ya know), I plan on walking on the treadmill for 30 minutes to 1 hour every day. And slowly work my way up to longer. Wish me luck!

Any who, I can't think of much else to put down right now so I will blog ya later!!

Happy Birthday

Today my niece Erin's birthday. She has grown up to be such a beautiful young lady and I am soo proud to be able to call myself her Aunt JuJu.

In Rememberance of Imogene May Cunningham

If we could have a lifetime wish
A dream that would come true,
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and You.
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried...
Neither will a thousand tears
We know because we've cried...
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too...
But we never wanted memories
We only wanted You.
~~~~Unknown~~~~



Stay Strong
Lost, confused, and sad.
the pain will never go away
always there.
Lock it up.. Put it to the side.
Don't wanna feel
Just wanna stay numb.
It was your time, I know.
It doesn't make it any easier.
You were our rock,
the glue that held us all together.
Without you, we crumble.
We don't know what to do.
Gotta be strong.
Gotta carry on.
When all I wanna do is scream.
Curse God for taking you away from us.
I MISS YOU SOO MUCH
IT HURTS
SOO
BAD.

Don't wanna believe it.
Wanna stay numb.
No feeling
=
No pain.
Gotta stay strong.
Gotta carry on.
Need to keep my head up.
Remember...
You are in a better place.
No more
Pain,
Sadness,
only good things for you.
Everything you ever deserved and soo much
more.

Gotta believe that,
everything will be ok.
Just gotta stay strong,
gotta carry on.
~~~~by Julia D. aka sunflowerjewelz~~~~~

My Wedding Vows

When we first started planning our wedding, we were going to write our own vows. In the end we decided not to go that route ( I think Mark was having trouble thinking of what to say). But I had mine down. And this is what I had for my vows.




Mark,

You are a blessing in my life.
I feel safe in your arms
and i always see love in your eyes for me.
And right here, right now,
I would like to say, thank-you.
For being there when i need you.
You always brighten up my day.
Mark,
I promise to love you unconditionally.
I will be by your side, always.
You have my shoulder, to lean on...
You have my ear, to listen to you...
And most importantly,
my heart to love you.
I promise to help you up,
when you have fallen down.
To take care of you
when you’re sick.
And stick by you,
no matter what.
I will be your friend,
your love,
And most importantly of all
your wife.
This I promise you with all my heart,

for the rest of my life.