Its really hard to miscarry even early on. I feel like I will never see what that baby will look like. Would he or she have his eyes or mine? Who would have they acted more like? I will never know this. What I do know is that for 5 weeks I had an angel living in my tummy. I nurtured that angel. And now its up in heaven with Grandma and grandpa. Watching over us all. Its soo hard to deal with.