Thinking

Sometimes if i stop to think about it, i mean really think about it. It really scares me. I am talking about Grandma. It has been soo hard to deal with her passing. And the only way i can deal with it, is to push it aside and put it far back in my mind. But sometimes, if i look at her pic or her obituary, it comes to the forefront. And i find myself holding nack tears.

I still miss her soo freakin much it hurts.

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In Rememberance of Imogene May Cunningham

If we could have a lifetime wish
A dream that would come true,
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and You.
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried...
Neither will a thousand tears
We know because we've cried...
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too...
But we never wanted memories
We only wanted You.
~~~~Unknown~~~~



Stay Strong
Lost, confused, and sad.
the pain will never go away
always there.
Lock it up.. Put it to the side.
Don't wanna feel
Just wanna stay numb.
It was your time, I know.
It doesn't make it any easier.
You were our rock,
the glue that held us all together.
Without you, we crumble.
We don't know what to do.
Gotta be strong.
Gotta carry on.
When all I wanna do is scream.
Curse God for taking you away from us.
I MISS YOU SOO MUCH
IT HURTS
SOO
BAD.

Don't wanna believe it.
Wanna stay numb.
No feeling
=
No pain.
Gotta stay strong.
Gotta carry on.
Need to keep my head up.
Remember...
You are in a better place.
No more
Pain,
Sadness,
only good things for you.
Everything you ever deserved and soo much
more.

Gotta believe that,
everything will be ok.
Just gotta stay strong,
gotta carry on.
~~~~by Julia D. aka sunflowerjewelz~~~~~